Somewhere Over the Rainbow

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 15:05:58 GMT

Hellllloooooo EVERYONE! I’m back home from the states!
If anyone would like to go out to the pub, I’m so in.
My time in the States was fun, of course, but as someone once said… There’s no place like home!

I want to hear what's been going on so write me!

[Hexed private]
I’ve finally returned to Britain. It feels like forever ago that I left, but now is the time for a major overhaul in my life. Enough running away from the problems I caused and beg forgiveness from my friends. They matter the most to me and I need this.
But yes, CHANGE! I’m good at that.
Back to work though, so much as gone on since I left! I hope there’s not a lot of paper wor…[ink blot]

Ow… damn chair… always getting in my way when I’m trying to write and walk. I swear I can do it!
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[Private to Remus Lupin]
I'm sorry. And I know that's not enough to say for the things I've done, but it needed to be said. What will it take to bring our friendship back?
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Runaway

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 23:02:07 GMT

I've got my things packed
My favorite pillow
Got my sleeping bag
Climb out the window
All the pictures and pain
I left behind
All the freedom and fame
I've gotta find
And I wonder
How long it'll take them to notice that I'm gone
And I wonder
How far it'll take me

To run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
This life makes no sense to me
Run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
It don't make any sense to me

I was just trying to be myself
You go your way I'll meet you in hell
It's all these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
I'll never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away

I'm too young to be
Taken seriously
But I'm too old to believe
All this hypocrisy
And I wonder
How long it'll take them to see my bed is made
And I wonder
If I was a mistake

I might have nowhere left to go
But I know that I cannot go home
These words are strapped inside my head
Tell me to run before I'm dead
Chase the rainbows in my mind
And I will try to stay alive
Maybe the world will know one day
Why won't you help me run away

It don't make any sense to me
Run away
This life makes no sense to me
Run away

I could sing for change
On a Paris street
Be a red light dancer
In New Orleans
I could start again
To the family
I could change my name
Come and go as I please
In the dead of night
You'll wonder where I've gone
Wasn't it you
Wasn't it you
Wasn't it you that made me run away

I was just trying to be myself
You go your way I'll meet you in hell
All these secrets that I shouldn't tell I've got to run away
It's hypocritical of you
Do as you say not as you do
Never be your perfect girl
I've got to run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
This life makes no sense to me
Run away
It don't make any sense to me
Run away
It don't make any sense to me

This life makes no sense to me
It don't make no sense to me
It don't make any sense to me
Life don't make any sense to me

The key to change... is to let go of fear

Somewhere Over the Rainbow

Runaway